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A mini-novel by Danny
NOW AWAY WE GO...
Just before the new school year was scheduled
to begin my wonderfully delightful parents announced that they were going to
ruin my life forever! Ok, so that isn’t exactly what they said but that is sure
how it seemed to me. They had said that we were going to pack up and move from
the always warm, always exciting
In
Aside from the fact that in
What made moving even worst was that next
season I would have been old enough to compete for the teen surfing title.
After I had won the Junior Surfing Championship for the second year in a row
everyone in town was buzzing, saying that I was going to be the youngest person
to ever capture the teen title. But then my parents dropped the moving
bombshell and I knew everything would change.
John Rudder Holloway, my father, lost his job
when the factory he worked at moved over the Mexican border last year. Since
then he’s had a string of odd jobs, none lasting more than a week. Well he did
get a job as a door to door salesman that lasted for nearly two weeks before
they fired him for not selling a single magazine subscription. After a while he
just stopped trying to get another job and instead took up watching daytime
talk shows and drinking—a lot!
Before John, Johnny to his friends, lost his
job he used to do stuff with me all the time. He’s the one that taught my how
to surf even before I was out of diapers. Nearly every morning before work and
school he would wake me up early so that we could catch some waves together. We
would hit the water just as the sun was coming over the horizon and by the time
we had paddled out we would have just enough light to see as we surfed back in.
That ended the day he hocked our boards and gear so that he could get drunk
again.
That happened to also be the day that I
stopped calling him dad and started calling him John. Well that’s what I called
him to his face; you don’t want to know what I called him when I was around my
friends and such. Although John didn’t like it, I told him that as far as I was
concerned I didn’t have a dad anymore.
In time I, for the most part, got over being
mad at him but I never did go back to calling him dad; it just didn’t seem
right anymore.
When John lost his job and hocked our surfing
gear mom started waiting tables at two different dinners to pay the bills and
to keep from getting kicked out of our home. With her working two jobs the only
time I ever get to see her is when I wake up in the middle of the night and
hear her fighting with John. Usually after their late night verbal war she
would come into my room to tuck me back in. It’s kind of sad to say but I got
to the point that I would look forward to their fights just so I could see her
for a few minutes before she went off to bed alone.
You’d like my mom, her name is Melody and she
has silvery blonde shoulder length hair, pale blue-gray eyes and I know its cliché
but it’s true that her smile could brighten even the darkest day. No matter how
bad things get, no matter how tired she is from working two full time jobs, she
always manages to look her best.
I wish I could say that I am just like my mom
but to be honest, the only trait I got from her is her long thick eyelashes;
aside from that I take after John 100%. I have his jet black hair, extra dark
brown eyes (Jenny says my eyes look evil),
olive colored skin that tans to a nice golden brown (Jenny hates my skin because I can spend all day in the sun and end up
with a deep tan where she would look more like over cooked bacon.) and
enormous feet. I even have the same dimple in my chin like him; mom says it was
John’s dimple that made her fall in love with him.
One trait that I inherited from my father,
who I have since learned inherited it from his father and even all the way back
to my great grandfather, is a trait that I honestly wish I didn’t inherit; that
is a problem with wetting the sheet at night. Aside from my mom, John and my
friend Jenny, no one knows I have that problem; not even my closest friends
know about it.
Up until about a year ago I had nearly
stopped wetting at night. I was only waking up with wet sheets maybe once a
week and even a few times I went over two weeks without wetting. And then for
some reason, right about the same time I turned eleven I started wetting
several time a night, every night.
You’d be surprised at some of the harebrained
methods I have read about on the Internet at the library for stopping night
wetting. But there comes a time in every sheet-wetter’s life when they are so
desperate to stop that they will try anything—I’m no different. I’ve tried
everything to stop including setting an alarm clock to wake me up every hour to
go pee, not drinking anything after eating supper, not drinking stuff with
caffeine in it, putting a bunch of books under the bottom legs of my bed and
even wrapping a Band-Aid tightly around my penis. At first some of the
techniques worked but usually only for a day or two but in the end nothing
could help me to stop wetting my sheets.
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The day that I was told we were moving to
“Sweetheart,” mom started and I knew I wasn’t
going to like what came next.
They proceeded to tell me we were moving and
no matter how much a screamed and complained it did absolutely no good
what-so-ever. Finally, in a fury I pounded my fist on my desk and screamed,
“You know what? This both bites and wipes at the same time!”
I then ran out of my room, down the hallway
and out the front door before either of them could stop me. I didn’t stop
running until I reached the beach which by foot took about forty-five minutes
but I didn’t even notice or get tired because I was too mad. I probably would
have continued running right into the Pacific Ocean and swum to
“Whoa, whoa, whoa!”
My feet flew in the air as I cried out, “Let
me go! Let me go!”
“Please let me go
He wrapped both arms around me and wrestled
me to the sand.
I pleaded once more before giving up, “Let me
go, please!”
“That’s better!” he said relaxing his grip a
little. “What’s got my littlest, bestest bud so upset?”
At first I didn’t answer and he didn’t push
me for an explanation. He let me cry for a long time; just the two of us
sitting there on the warm sand; me balling like an overgrown baby and him
holding me while strangers walked past trying to act like they weren’t looking.
Some muscle bound guy I sort of remember seeing around the beach came up to
rent a surf board. Without moving
When the guy left I finally spoke but it came
out soft, almost like I was scared to say the words, “We’re moving away.”
At first he didn’t respond.
“Did you hear me?” I asked.
“Yeah... was just a little shocked.” He
answered.
I sniffled hard. “Tell me about it!” I shot
back and started to cry again. “
“
After a moment or so
With my face hidden behind my knees and my
arms wrapped around to hide my tears I nodded.
“Why in the hell would your old man drag your
sorry ass all the way up there?”
That was something else that
When he asked me about
“Them your mom’s folks?” he asked while
fumbling with the gold chain around his neck.
I nodded again without looking up and added,
“They own a big lobster, crab and shrimp restaurant in...” I couldn’t bring
myself to say the name of the city.
“When?” he asked sounding choked up.
“Friday,” I said huffing and puffing.
“But I don’t have my trunks?” I said.
“And since when has that stopped you before?”
He said in a ‘so what’ sort of way.
That was all the incentive I needed; I stood
up and stripped bare right there on the spot. Leaving my clothes in a pile I
picked up the board and the two of us raced into the water.
The water was cold but it felt so good and
once we’d swam out a ways I couldn’t hear the people or the sounds of the city
anymore. With
That day it was just him and me out there
alone, not a ship, boat or person was in site. Heck, we’d paddled so far out
that we couldn’t see the land anymore. There weren’t many waves coming around
the horn but that didn’t matter. We stayed out there talking some of the time
and just floating most of the time and allowed the currents to take us back in;
as land came back into site a good size wave picked up and we road it all the
way in.
We’d been out a good two hours, long enough
for my mom to have called the cops because she thought I had run away. Now I’m
rather well known by those that patrol the southern
Anyway, we came back into shore about a mile
north of where we’d entered. Normally we would just paddle our way back down
the coastline but that day, the last day we’d get to surf together, we decided
to walk along
We were maybe five minutes from The Shack
when Naval Patrol Officer Alex Ricer peddled his bike up behind us. Out of all
those that patrol this stretch of beach, Ricer is the least liked. Ricer is
about the goofiest blowhard you’d ever have the displeasure to run across.
Probably the one thing that stands out about Ricer out of all of his oddities
is the fact that he wears bright white ankle socks with brown leather, buckle
on sandals. I once heard
To make a long story short, Ricer called in a
patrol buggy, which is really just a jeep with big gnarly tires; and I was
hauled back home without being able to retrieve my clothes. I got a postcard
about a week later from
I had been dropped on my doorstep wearing a
big blue towel and smelling like sea water. John had answered the door because
mom was out driving around looking for me. I didn’t bother to stick around, I
took off the towel, handed it to the cop and I walked past John without saying
a single word. Of course John was drunk, again, or maybe I should say still...
anyway before disappearing down the hallway I turned to the officer that
brought me in and said, “Thanks for the ride!” I’m guessing that she was new to
the force because I had never seen her before. I then locked myself in the
bathroom so that I could wash the salt water off. I knew when mom came home
because, even with my head under the bath water, I could hear her angrily
pounding on the bathroom door.
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Despite my rock solid, etched in stone,
buried under ten-thousand tons of concrete, unmovable, unyielding resolution
that I wasn’t going to
I’d had time that week to say goodbye to all
of my friends and even got a chance to get back at Ricer by letting the air out
of his patrol bikes tires not once but twice in the same afternoon. I figured
that even if he found out it was me, he wouldn’t be able to do anything before
we left.
I also made it a point to stop by Jenny’s
house, something she had always forbid me from doing; I still don’t why that
is. I expected her to knock my head off the second she saw me but she surprised
me and threw herself at me in a back breaking hug. When I told her we were
moving she started to cry but not for very long. We then spent that entire day
together and as I was saying my final goodbye to her she leaned down and kissed
me on the cheek.
The only one that I didn’t get to say an official
goodbye to was
Jokingly he said, “You trying to run off
without saying so-long to your bestest bud?”
“
He climbed down from his jeep and took a surf
board down off the top. It was one of the nicest long boards I’d ever seen and
when he said he was giving it to me to remember him by I nearly started to cry.
He said that it was my early twelfth birthday and Christmas present.
On the top of it were the words, Have
Waves Will Surf in sparkling blue and white letters outlined in red
pinstripe. At the back of the board, right across the edge it said, Eat
My Wake! He then showed me the bottom of the board and it had my name
in huge fancy blue and white letter that covered the entire bottom, ALVIN
HOLLOWAY and running through the middle of my name in gold was, 2X Jr
Surfing Champion.
When I saw my name on the bottom
And as he handed it to me he looked John
right in the eye and threatened him by saying, “If I hear that you’ve sold this
one I swear it won’t matter what state or continent you’re on... I’ll find you
and kick your sorry ass so hard you’ll be shitting out your ears and pissing
out your nose!”
John didn’t say anything back, he simply
turned and walked back into the house. Mom came out then and surprised me when
she gave
“You better watch out, I might just take you
up on that!”
After tying my new board onto the top of our
car
My eyes were filled with tears as I said
goodbye to him and a handful of my other friends that had come to see us off. I
was half hoping that Jenny would have come but I wasn’t surprised that she
didn’t. Jenny doesn’t usually do what people expect her to do.
As we drove away my friends stood in the
middle of the street waving until we were out of sight. When I couldn’t see
them anymore I turned around in the backseat, buckled myself in and began to
cry silently.
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DAY ONE ON THE ROAD
About thirty minutes on the road and I
started to feel the need to go number two but I didn’t say anything. After
another fifteen minutes had passed, the need had amplified and ten minutes
after that I blurted out, “I got to go!”
“
“I went pee but I didn’t know I needed to go
number two.” I said grumpily back to her.
“You’re going to have to hold it. We’ve got
about twenty minutes or so before we reach a rest stop.” she said.
I sat quietly in the back seat trying not to
think about needing to go but as each minute ticked by the feeling increased
exponentially. Not thinking bout needing to poop wasn’t working for me so then
I tried concentrating on holding it in. I began muttering to myself as I
clenched my butt cheeks tightly together, “Hold it! Hold it! Hold it in.”
When I felt that I could wait another second
I cried out, “I can’t hold it any longer! Please pull over!”
The car was no sooner on the shoulder of the
road then I threw open the door opposite traffic and started to get out fast
but carefully so as not to have an accident in my pants.
“Wait!” Mom called after me.
“Mom I can’t...” I started to complain but
stopped when I saw she was handing me a fist full of napkins. I felt a bit
stupid for not thinking that far ahead.
I ran about fifteen feet so that I could
squat in a ravine for a little privacy.
“Come on, come on!” I groaned while fumbling
to get my belt undone and my pants pulled down.
Since this was my first time ever pooping in
the great outdoors, (not counting the ocean), I wasn’t exactly sure how to go
about not pooping on myself. It seemed to make sense that I should only pull my
pants down to my hips and squatted with my feet as far apart as I could without
falling over. When it came out it felt like it might be a record breaking poop
for me because it felt like a big one. In the bathroom a poop always falls into
the water with a plop but this time there was no plop. In fact there was no
satisfactory sound at all because the dang turd hadn’t hit the grown and in my
mind I could envision what it might have looked like. A big brown snake hanging
out of my butt; just dangling there and not knowing what to do I clamped my
cheeks together. Big mistake! I felt the poop break away but before it did I
felt it smear inside my crack.
“Thank goodness mom gave me plenty of
napkins.” I said aloud.
“
“Mom, don’t come down here!” I shouted out of
the ravine when I realized that she must have followed me.
“Are you almost done?” she asked.
“Almost!” I shouted back.
“Do you need any help?” she asked.
“Moooooom!” I whimpered, “Can a guy have a
little privacy please?”
I waited a moment to be sure she had gone
back to the car before I reached back with one of the napkins and wiped myself.
“Aw man!” I groaned when I felt how messy I
was back there. I dropped the first napkin and when I was bringing my hand back
around for another I saw that I had poop on my hand. “Aw man!” I groaned again
and tried to wipe it off with one of the napkins.
Mom had given me seven napkins but when I had
used the fifth one I knew that seven wasn’t going to be enough. I tried to make
the last two napkins count before resigning to the idea at I was going to have
to put up with a slightly soiled butt crack until we could get to the rest
stop.
I carefully pulled up my underwear and then
my pants. As I was zipping up my fly I looked down at the lump I’d just
deposited and was surprised to see that it wasn’t brown at all but a kind of
bright green. I’d never had green poop before; I’d seen just about every shade
of brown come out of me including light tan, and a brown so dark it looked
black but never did I drop a green dookie. In a warped and disgusting sort of
way it was kind of pretty.
Once I had my belt refastened I climbed out
of the ravine and made my way back to the car. With each step I could feel my
butt cheeks sliding around and knew that I’d not even come close to getting
myself cleaned up.
I was careful to sit down when getting back
into the car. It didn’t feel all squishy so I guess maybe it wasn’t that bad.
As I was closing the door I sniffed the hand
I’d wiped with and nearly retched. “Can we still stop at the rest area ahead?”
I asked while fastening my seatbelt and trying to touch it as little as
possible. I was so glad when mom didn’t ask any questions.
At the rest stop I first washed my hands then
found an empty stall. I pulled my pants back down and, “Aw man!” I groaned when
I saw the heavy brown racing strip I’d left in my underwear. It took six more
wipes before my crack was clean but it wouldn’t stay that way once I pulled my
underwear back up. Not knowing what else to do I decided that I’d just take off
my underwear and leave them there in the stall for some poor unfortunate soul
to find once I had gone.
Feelings of relief and mild pride filled me
for how I’d handled that whole situation. I went back to the car and with that
emergency behind me I returned to sulking as we headed back to the road again.
Though it was such a horrible feeling to be leaving behind everything and
everyone I ever knew, mom and John still managed to make the long drive ...
dare I say it ... enjoyable.
Grandpa Gains had wired mom the money needed
to get us moved and a bit extra so that we could stay the night at a couple
motels along the way. Over the past year mom had become very creative when it
came to stretching a dollar so why should this trip be any different. The first
night we slept in the car at a highway rest stop. For supper we cooked hotdogs
on a tiny round grill.
There was this little Mexican woman traveling
with her short round Mexican husband and he had a mustache nearly as big as he
was. They were driving a pickup truck with plywood sides around the bed and
filled with more watermelons then I had ever seen in one place before. They
pulled into the rest stop while we were eating our hotdogs. The man didn’t
speak any English but the woman did, kind of. They asked if they could use our
tiny grill and to say thank you, they gave us two of their watermelons. I don’t
know what it was they cooked on our grill but I can tell you that whatever it
was, it smelled terrible but boy that watermelon was soooo
juicy and yummy! Those watermelons were so big that we had watermelon almost
every night of our trip.
When it was time to sleep John spread a blue
plastic tarp over the back seat and then covered it with a sheet for me to
sleep on while he and mom cuddled up in the front seat together.
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DAY TWO ON THE ROAD
The following morning I washed up using one
of the sinks in the rest stop bathroom while John cooked us some sausages and
toast on the tiny charcoal grill. I never really thought about it before but
cooking toast on the tiny grill was actually kind of cool.
I didn’t know at the time but the reason we
slept at the highway rest stop was so that we’d have enough money to visit the
If I had to choose between the first night
and the second night as to which was better I’d have to say that the second
night was better hands down! John had found a place for us to camp a little
ways off the highway where there was no traffic or people around for miles.
There was even a small pond that all three got to swim in together. Afterward
for the first time in longer than I can remember, John got out his guitar. It
had been so long that I had forgotten that he even had a guitar. I had a short
moment of bitterness well up inside of me when I thought about the fact that
he’d been willing sell our surfing gear but not his guitar. However that
feeling didn’t stick around too long.
While John was strumming out the notes to
Stairway To Heaven we began to hear something. I had
never actually heard the sound of horses galloping so at first I was feeling
maybe a little concerned but then from out of the bushes emerged two horses
with riders. Actually one of the horses wasn’t really a horse, it was a pony.
I’m not sure what the difference is other then size. The horse was tan with a
black mane and tail; and I know that saying tan is a fairly broad statement;
well, it was darker then sand and lighter then dirt? Does that help? The pony
was all black but its main and tail seemed blacker then it’s
body and shinier too.
There was an older teenaged girl riding the
horse. She looked like she might be Mexican with bushy dark hair and I know it
isn’t a nice thing to say but the one thing I noticed about her above all was
her enormous nose. I had never seen a nose that big except in cartoons. She
smiled and steered her horse wide to keep from trotting right through our
campsite.
“Oh sorry, we didn’t know anyone would be
back here.” She said and then called back to the other rider, “Carlos go left.”
Following several paces behind the horse was
the pony and her rider, a boy maybe six years old but I’m not really sure
because of what he was wearing or perhaps I should say because of what he
wasn’t wearing. He didn’t have on a shirt or pants but he wasn’t nude either.
He was wearing a disposable diaper, lime green socks and light brown ankle high
lace up boots.
When the girl had called back for him to
steer clear of us he said back to her in a whiney voice, “I see ‘em! I’m not blind!” He sounded older then he looked.
They both stopped between the pond and us to
talk for a few minutes. The girl told us that if we walked back the way they
had just come, about ten minute or so there were wild berries. The boy added,
“Make your tongue turn purple too.” And then proved it by sticking out his
tongue for us all to see. I got the feeling that the boy wasn’t exactly normal;
like maybe he had some sort of slight mental handicap. However I could be wrong
about that.
After the boy and girl left, mom and John
decided they wanted to go look for those wild berries. They asked me if I
wanted to come along too but I decided that I wasn’t up for a nature hike. My
idea of being one with nature has to do more with water and less with trees and
bushes.
“I’ll stay here and keep the bears away.” I
joked.
I think maybe them wandering off alone turned
out to be a good thing because when they came back they were holding hands and
laughing. I’d not seen them do that in ... well longer then I can remember.
In the later hours of the evening, when the
sun was getting low in the sky, Mom showed me how to make a three pronged spear
and then taught me how to go frog spearing. That night I got to see what frog
legs taste like when cooked over an open fire. Mom said I had them before when
I was real little but I don’t remember that. You know, they are kind of like
chicken wings only without all the spices and barbeque sauce.
You know something else; in all my life I
never knew that my mom used to be a tomboy when she was a little girl. It’s
kind of funny the stuff you can learn about the people that you thought you
knew everything about.
It was such a good clear night that the three
of us slept under the stars in our sleeping bags. At first I wasn’t too happy
with that idea because I didn’t want any snakes or scorpion climbing into my
sleeping bag while I slept but John said to make sure I zipped up my bag all
the way and I wouldn’t have that problem.
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DAY THREE ON THE ROAD
The following morning I had a hard time
figuring out if I had wet in my sleeping bag during the night because
everything was wet from the dew that had accumulated over night. Even mom and
John woke up to find that their sleeping bag was wet.
We got a late start that morning because mom
wanted to hang our blankets and pillows up to dry so that we wouldn’t have to
sleep on wet things the following night. It wouldn’t have mattered to me because
I am use to going to sleep with a wet sheets.
While John made breakfast I was sent to go
swimming in the pond again because mom said I smelled like a horse. I think I
said something smart back but I can’t remember now what it was. Boy that water was
the perfect temperature too.
Once we started out again we only went about
a half hour before we stopped to see the Aztec Ruins in
It was there that I met Matt, Willey and
Luke. They were my age and they were triplet brothers but they didn’t look
anything alike. Come to find out they were from
That is when I met their Scout Master; now
his name I can remember for some stranger reason! It was Jerry Walker. Jerry
was a really cool guy and let me use his Scout knife to make myself a stick to
roast a hotdog on. I felt a little sorry for the three scouts that were trying
to get the fire going because the guys were really giving them a hard time
about how long it was taking them. They actually made the fire using a piece of
flint and a knife. I know I couldn’t ever do that so I wasn’t complaining when
it took them a few tries to get it going.
During lunch I told them how we were headed
for
“OH MY GOD! I KNOW WHO YOU ARE!” he shouted,
“YOU ARE ALVIN HOLLOWAY!”
Luke piped up, “Uh yeah, I think he just said
that like twenty minutes ago.”
In
“NO GUYS YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND!” The kid
squealed again, “HE’S A SURFING LEGEND!”
“Well I wouldn’t go so far as to say legend.”
I thought to myself.
“Wait a second!” Willey said yanking on my
arm. “You are him, aren’t you?”
Jerry their Scout Master jumped in with,
“Well looks like we have a celebrity!”
I was smiling just a little because to be
honest it felt good and made me not so homesick.
Matt grabbed my other arm and pulled me
toward him, “You are THE Alvin
Holloway and you didn’t tell us?”
“Come on guys you’re going to pull my arms
off!” I said to Luke and Matt who were using me to play tug-o-war. “I am just a
regular guy like you guys.”
The kid with the glasses protested, “OH NO YOU’RE NOT!”
Thankfully Jerry came to my rescue. “Alright
everyone lets bring it down a notch or two.”
All through lunch the guys asked me about the
competitions and even asked me about some of the other well known names I’d
surfed against.
I finally had an idea and asked them, “Hey
would you like to see my new board?”
The kid with the glasses got all excited
again. Apparently he was a big fan and probably would have cut off his left ear
if I had asked him too.
“YOU HAVE YOUR SURF BOARD WITH YOU RIGHT
NOW?” he was screaming like a love struck teenage girl meeting some
Jerry threw a hotdog bun at the boy and
nailed him right in the forehead with deadly accuracy; everyone laughed.
“Well I don’t have it in my pocket if that’s
what you mean.” I joked, “But it’s strapped to the roof of our car.”
I think that if I had hesitated standing up
they probably would have hog tied me to a long pole and carried me to the car.
As though they were beholding the Virgin Mother herself they all stood in awe
as John took it down and handed it to me.
“That is the most beautiful thing I have ever
seen!” Luke said.
That kid with the glasses was shaking like a
leaf and he was so wound up that if he had cut a fart he probably would have
shot into orbit.
“Man no one is going to believe we met Alvin
Holloway in
“Anyone have a camera?” Mom asked.
What is the motto for the Boy Scouts? Always
be prepared? Well they were, because every last one of them had a camera and
they all wanted their picture taken with me. So to satisfy everyone I knelt in
the middle of the group behind my new board with everyone standing around me
while John took a picture using each of their cameras.
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DAY FOUR ON THE ROAD
We ended up being there at the Aztec Runes so
long that by the time we got going again it was already late in the day. I
don’t know when we stopped for the night; I just remember waking up the
following morning and finding myself lying on the backseat with the blue
plastic tarp wrapped around me like I were a big blue burrito. Inside the
plastic I was soaked to the bone and shivering because it had got fairly cold
that night.
Three key things come to mind when I think
about that particular rest stop. The first was John saying that we were almost
to
When I woke up I had to go number two very
earnestly and I wasn’t even halfway to the rest stop building before the smell
hit me. I can only think of one word to describe the smell and that would be
RUDE! The smell was so bad and I couldn’t stand it so soon after eating my
breakfast; I immediately spun on my heals and hurled
every last bit of my food back up.
After I had blew my breakfast all over a
nearby bush I took in as deep a breath as my lungs would hold, then turned back
around and ran as fast as I could into the crap-house. Unfortunately, there
wasn’t a single hole vacant and to make matters worse there were two men ahead
of me. I held my breath as long as I could but it wasn’t long enough. This tall
dark skinned man who was in line directly ahead of me looked down at me and
asked, “You ok kid?” Unable to hold my breath any long I released what little
air there was left in my lungs and sucked in frantically. “Oh god!” I gasped
and quickly covered my mouth and nose with my shirt and hands.
The big guy chucked at me, held up his hands as
if I was robbing him and asked, “Hey you’re not going to be sick on me are
you?”
I shook my head without uncovering my mouth
and nose.
The man then asked, “You look like your
holding back an ocean!”
I shook my head again and was slightly amazed
that he couldn’t tell that I was dressed in pee drenched clothes.
By the look he gave me I could tell that he’d
figured out that I needed to poop and I didn’t have much time left. “Oh got a
loaf in the oven do ya?”
“A loaf in the oven?” I thought, “Who the
heck talks like that?” With exaggerated movement I nodded while trying to
breathe shallowly threw the fabric of my shirt; the fact that it was wet with
stale pee didn’t matter to me right then. I hadn’t noticed that I was dancing
back and forth from one foot to the other until the man brought it to my
attention.
I think I grunted some sort of desperate
reply because he and the man ahead of him allowed me to take the next hole that
became available. Thankfully I didn’t have to wait but about another ten
seconds.
Normally when I am around a smell for a
while, good or bad, my nose gets use to it and I can no longer smell it but not
this time. That smell was so bad that every breath was sheer horror! When I was
finished wiping myself I didn’t bother to stop and wash my hands; I just wanted
out of that place as fast as possible.
As I was coming out I ran into that same man
who let me cut in front of him before. When I ran into the back of him he
reached around as he was turning and grabbed my shoulder. I guess he thought I
was falling or something.
“Hey you’re all wet!” he said loud enough for
everyone else to hear. “Did ya fall in or something?”
I was too embarrassed to think of a good
response so instead I excused myself and started running for the car but about
half way back is when the third thing I remember about that rest stop happened.
Well it wasn’t something that happened rather
then something I saw. There was an old brown van; you know the big kind that
normally have lot of seats in them? Well the back doors of the van were wide
open and I could see inside and there was a boy sitting inside that looked to
be about the same size as me and he didn’t have on anything except for what was
obviously a very big diaper. At the time I didn’t think too much about it. I
mean, I guess I figured he was handicapped or something but within a day that
assumptions would be brought into question in a very big way.
Thankfully, when I got back to the car mom
and John didn’t make me go back into the restroom to wash up as they had done
at the other rest stop we’d spent the night at before. I told them about me
puking all over that bush and mom offered to make me a sandwich but I didn’t
think I would be hungry again for a long time.
I was sick most of that morning and didn’t
start feeling a little better until mom announced that we had reached the home
of our 18th President, Ulysses S. Grant. We didn’t stay there but a couple of
hours; however it was one of the neatest places and I even got to meet Ulysses
S. Grant. I know he wasn’t the real one, I’m not that stupid, but it was still
cool to shake his hand and get an old fashion black and white picture taken
with him. Boy we had to stand still a long time for that picture but it was
worth it.
That very same day we stopped at the home of
President Abraham Lincoln in
John said that he didn’t think he could stand
sleeping in the car that smelled of urine for another night so we got to stay
at a real motel that night and we got to take real baths in a real bathtub and
eat real food in a real restaurant. We also got to get our cloths washed which
was good because my pajamas smelled so bad that putting them on made me gag.
When it was my turn for my bath my mom kept
saying stuff like, “Make sure you wash extra well since you didn’t get to wash
up this morning.” Or “You better do an extra good job washing because if you still
smell like pee when you’re done then I’m going to come in there and wash you
myself.” That last one was enough encouragement for me to scrub every inch of
my body three times. And before I was done I used the shampoo to wash all over
because it smelled like strawberries. Sure enough, when I came out of the
bathroom both mom and John gave me the sniff test. I passed too!
__________
DAY FIVE ON THE ROAD
In
On the way back to our car from the bicycle
shop we found a bunch of black teenaged guys leaning against and some were even
sitting on our car. When John asked them to move they started cussing and
acting all tough but then this black man in a nice suit walked up. He began
yelling at the guys and shouting Bible stuff at them; when he said that he was
going to tell their mothers every last one of them took off running in
different directions. Before that black man showed up it was pretty scary but it
was so funny when all those guys took off running like that. I guess he put the
fear of mama into them.
The black man turned out to be a Baptist Preacher
named George W. Doleshire and though he talked kind of loud and kind of weird,
he was an ok guy. I think
When mom and John explained to him that we
were on our way to our new lives in
Boy, I sure am glad we went to his house because
if we hadn’t, I never would have met his daughter Jacquelyn. Jacquelyn is my
age and the only sister to seven older brothers. She and I became friends the
moment we said ‘Hi’ to one another! I guess I liked her so much because we
liked a lot of the same stuff and we had almost the same color skin too.
In
I don’t think Jacquelyn’s brothers much liked
me being so nice with their sister because they kept bugging us and wouldn’t
let us alone. But she told them to butt-out and even punched two of them when
they wouldn’t stop staring at me as if I was going to be their next meal.
The other reason that Jacquelyn and I became
such good friends so quickly was because she didn’t make fun of me when she
found out that I wet the sheets at night. Pastor Doleshire and his wife invited
us to stay the night and wouldn’t take no for an answer. Jacquelyn had been in
the kitchen sneaking us some cookies and Cokes when she overheard my mom
telling her parents that I had a problem with wetting at night. Jacquelyn came
out looking all glum and quiet like.
“What’s wrong?” I asked when I seen that she
didn’t have the cookies or the Cokes, “Did you get caught?”
She sat down on the street curb next to me
and quietly whispered, “I just heard something I don’t think I was supposed to
hear and I don’t want you to be mad at me.”
“Come on, why would I be mad at you? What did
you hear?” I asked nudging her with my elbow.
She was wringing her hands while staring down
at her orange shoe laces. “I heard your mom saying that you still wet the bed.”
Now I had heard the term ‘wet the bed’ before but only a couple times. Where I
come from, the term is ‘wet the sheet’ but even still I knew what she meant. Before
I could get mad or embarrassed or say anything she quickly blurted out, “But I
don’t care! I like you and I promise I won’t ever tell! And please don’t be mad
at me!” She then threw her arms around me and laid her head on my shoulder
while she hugged me.
Let me tell you, her hugging me right then
was the right thing too do because inside I wanted to jump to my feet and run
away but having her hug me canceled that out and then some! Heck I bet that if
I hadn’t had my shoes on, my toes would have shot off the end of my feet
because they were tingling like crazy!
Unfortunately Jacquelyn wasn’t the only one
that over heard my mom’s conversation and within minutes all seven of her
brothers knew. They started teasing me and saying things like, “I don’t want
the little baby sleeping in my room!” and “He should have to sleep in the
bathtub!” and worst of all, “Since he’s not house broken I bet mom will make
him sleep outside in the dog house!”
I was so glad when Jacquelyn stood up, put
her hands on her hips and said, “I’m gonna tell momma
on you!” and stormed into the house. I don’t know if she actually told on them
but they didn’t say another word to me while we stayed with the Doleshire
family.
Mrs. Doleshire made me a nice bed on the
floor in Jacquelyn’s room and later after everyone went to bed I found out that
Jacquelyn had begged her mom and dad to let me sleep in her room. I don’t think
her dad was too happy with that idea seeing how Jacquelyn is a girl and I am a
boy. However, Mr. Doleshire might be able to scare off a bunch of teenaged boys
but I don’t think he has very much say as to what goes on in his home; I think
Mrs. Doleshire is the real one in charge.
That night something happened that changed my
life forever! While I was alone in the bathroom putting on my pajama’s mom came
in carrying something. She looked kind of scared as she sat down on the toilet
so that she was almost eye to eye with me.
“
I honestly didn’t get it. “Why should I wear
a towel?” I asked her.
Mom smiled nervously and my heart started to
beat really fast but I didn’t know why it was doing that.
“
I tell you what, Sherlock Holmes I am not
because I was still clueless. I crinkled up my nose and asked, “How’s it going
to do that?”
Without answering me she began to unfold it
and I saw that it wasn’t a towel in a plastic bag at all, it was ... GULP ... a disposable diaper!”
“M-m-mom I can’t wear that!” I exclaimed and
quickly realized that I had tears rolling down my face. I pulled my arm free
from her hand and stepped backward as I swallowed hard against the lump that
had formed in my throat. I hated the fact that I was blubbering but I was
honestly scared to death and I had to make sure she knew I was absolutely
against this idea. However my argument wasn’t exactly a stellar example of my
strong grasp of the art of litigation; in fact, in it’s entirety it consisted
of only five measly words. “Mom, please don’t make me!” Pitiful huh?
Well, she did make me... sort of; actually
what she did was trick me into at least trying it on for a minute just to see
how it felt. Now I have never been run threw the heart with a sword, however, I
think I know just how that would feel because when she made me lie down on that
cool bathroom floor while she taped the diaper onto me I swear I thought I was
dieing.
After she had it on me she helped me to stand
up and let me look at myself in the full length mirror that hung on the back of
their bathroom door. When I told her that I didn’t like it she said that since
I already had it on that I might as well keep it on for the night.
Like I said, she had tricked me into trying
and now she was trying to change the rules. But on no! I wasn’t about to fall
into her trap a second time.
When I tried to reach for one of the tapes
she smacked the back of my bare leg really hard and told me to leave it alone.
It didn’t really hurt when she hit me, I think it stunned me more then anything
else. When I tried to protest again she once more took hold of my hands and
tried to explain that we were guests in the Doleshire’s
home and she wouldn’t have me throwing a tantrum and embarrassing her and my
father.
“Embarrasing her
and John?” I thought to myself, “Yeah I am sure you both would just die of
humiliation!” I’m sure if I had actually said that I probably would have got
smacked again.
I suppose I should be greatful
that she at least let me put my pajama’s on over the bright white plastic
diaper so that it was out of site; well, that’s what I tried to make myself
believe. Actually, there was no way to hide the fact that I was wearing the
diaper. It was so thick that it made my butt look like I’d been stung by a
thousand African Killer bees!
When mom opened the bathroom door I checked
that the hallway was clear and then ran to Jacquelyn room. Thankfully she
wasn’t there yet, and I saw that Mrs. Doleshire had laid several blankets on
the floor for me. I dove under the blankets and made sure to pull them all the
way up to my chin. I then wiped my tears away; I didn’t want Jacquelyn thinking
I was a crybaby.
Not too long after that Jacquelyn came in
wearing a pair of pink footie-pajamas that had a
little cork screw tale in the back just like a little piggy. I was instantly
reminded of that one Christmas movie where the boys
aunt sends him a set of bunny-rabbit footie-pajamas
complete with ling ears and a big fluffy tail. I couldn’t help myself and gave
her a little snort of laughter. Boy, was I glad when
she laughed too. She sat down on the side of her bed, pretending to step on my
leg as she did so.
I rose up onto my elbows and said, “Hey watch
it!” even though I knew she was only messing with me.
“So let me see!” she said.
“See what?” I asked.
Jacquelyn rolled her eyes, leaned forward and
gave me a shove. I fell back against the pillow and was just about to laugh
when she reached out and yanked the blanket back exposing me from the knees up.
I scrambled to cover myself again but she giggled and flung the blanket to the
other side of the room.
“HEY!” I complained.
“Hey yourself!” She said and pushed me back
down again. This time however she sat down on my chest so that I was looking
right at her curly little pink piggy tail. I felt her pull at the waistband of
my pajama bottoms and try as I might I couldn’t stop her from partially depantsing me.
“Jacquelyn stop!” I
cried but she silenced me with a bounce of her bottom against my chest
effectively driving the air right out of my lungs.
While I was trying to get my breath back she
surprised me again by spinning around and planting a kiss right on my lips. I
didn’t need a mirror to know that my entire head had just turned bright red. I
probably looked like one of those red thermometers in the cartoons.
I was flabbergasted! It was the first time in
my life I had ever been kissed by a girl like that... I mean a girl that wasn’t
my mom or grandmothers or somebody like that.
She grabbed hold of my chin and shook my
head, “You better breath!”
“I can’t! You’re squishing me.” I groaned.
She smiled and I never thought I would ever
see a smile more beautiful then my mom’s but I sure did that night.
“Oh!” she said and got up.
I didn’t try to pull my pajama pants back up
or to hide my diaper. Heck, I didn’t move at all because I couldn’t.
She brought the blanket back over to me but
before covered me back up she knelt down and pulled my pajama bottoms back up.
She was smiling so gleefully as she did it and after tucking the blanket around
me she kissed me again only this time she did it slow and for what seemed like
a long time.
“Good night
I’m not sure if I said good night back or
not. I must have laid there staring at the darkened ceiling for over an hour.
My mind and my heart wouldn’t slow down so that I could go to sleep. When I did
fall to sleep I woke up a few hours later because I felt cold. I rose up on my
elbows to see that I’d kicked off my blanket. For half a second I thought about
leaving it off but then I was worried that one of Jacquelyn brothers or her
parents might come in and realize that I was wearing a diaper. It never even
occurred to me that the diaper might have been her parent’s idea.
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DAY SIX ON THE ROAD
The next morning I awoke to find Jacquelyn
was already up and gone from her room. At first I had forgot about the diaper
but then I sat up and felt the oddest feeling. It felt like I was sitting on
wet grass or something like that. I pulled the soft blanket back and seen that
not only was the sheet beneath me dry but so were my pajamas. I felt the front
of the diaper through my pajama pants, “Wow!” I gasped, “It really worked!”
And then panic set in.
What was I supposed to do now? Take off the
wet diaper and do what with it? Mercifully John walked in just in time; another
second or two and I would have worked myself into a full-on
shark frenzy.
John greeted me with a jovial, “Good morning Tiger-fish!”
which was something that he hadn’t called me since I was like six-years-old.
“How’d you sleep?” he asked.
I didn’t know if he knew about the diaper or
not and suddenly I felt overwhelmingly ashamed. He probably already sew the
gleaming white evidence however instinct told me that I needed to cover up and
fast. With a swift yank I pulled the blanket up to my stomach.
John heaved a heavy sigh, “Oh no! Don’t tell
me the diaper didn’t work?”
“Huh? Did mom tell you?” I asked both
astonished and mortified to hear him say the actual D-word.
He half smiled, knelt down, pulled the
blanket back and felt the sheet around me. “Well I’ll be,” he prattled, “it did
work! That’s terrific!”
When he nudged my chin with his finger I
realized that I was sitting there staring at him with my mouth hanging open.
“What do you think of that?” He asked as
though he were testing the waters with me to see how I felt about it. When I
didn’t do or say anything he then asked, “Are you going to need help getting
out of it?”
I guess I was still in some sort of state of
shock because I wasn’t able to answer him.
“Tell you what; just lie back and let your
old dad see how rusty his changing skills are.” John said pushing on my chest
until I was lying flat on my back.
He took hold of my pajamas down by my ankles
and with a single, firm tug he yanked my pajama bottoms all the way off; kind
of the way a magician pulls a table cloth off a table without disturbing the
dishes.
Even in my befuddled state I could tell that
the tapes made a lot of noise as he pulled them away from the plastic. And when
he pulled the front of the diaper open the cool morning air hit my damp skin
causing a tremor to run through me.
“Cold?” he asked.
I think I nodded.
“You know something?” John said and then
continued, “I think this could have held quite a bit more.”
He slid his hand under the small of my back
and lifted my bottom several inches so that he could pull the diaper out from
under my butt.
As though he was having a conversion with
himself he continued to talk, “Maybe we should try these tonight too. It might
keep the car from smelling like an outhouse.”
John rolled the diaper into a nice ball and
used the tapes to hold it closed while saying, “You should put your pajama
bottoms back on. You’re mother is running a hot bath for you right now.”
He didn’t have to tell me twice. I snapped
out of my daze, sprang to my feet, pulled my pajamas back on and didn’t even
care that they were inside out. I could only praying that none of Jacquelyn’s
brother’s were anywhere around as I ran from the room, across the hallway and
into the bathroom.
Sure enough mom was bent over the bathtub
testing the water with her hand to be sure it wasn’t too hot.
“Good morning.” She said with a warm smile.
Quickly I pushed the bathroom door closed
before anyone could walk by and see in. I’m not sure why I was still so
nervous; maybe I was scared that someone my catch a whiff of the stale urine
that was clinging to my lower region.
“Oh you already took it off?” Mom asked as she
realized that I was no longer wearing the diaper.
“John did it!” I said accusingly.
She seemed to be surprised by that bit of
information, “Well that’s wonderful!” she finally said before reaching out and
taking hold of my arm.
She pulled me toward her and then felt my
pajama bottoms for any sign of moisture. “Well it did a good job of keeping
your pajama’s dry.”
I wasn’t sure I could take much more and in a
still small voice I asked, “Mom, can I take my bath now.”
“Of course you can sweetie.” She said kissing
my cheek and petting my hair.
Alone in the bathroom, I stripped off my
night clothes and climbed into the tub. The water was a bit warmer then I like
it but it helped to soothe and calm my troubled heart. However, I didn’t stay
in the tub for very long. I had heard the unmistakable sound of Jacquelyn’s
brothers walking past the bathroom door and feared that one or more of them
might walk in on me.
It had occurred to me to lock the bathroom
door before I got into the tub but there hadn’t been a lock on the door. Back
home we had the kind of door knobs that you push in and turn a quarter turn to
lock them but in the Doleshire house all of the knobs appeared to be unlockable except for the front and rear doors to the
house. I don’t know why I checked, it just seemed to be something odd that I
had to look into before we left. I guess in
When I got out of the bath I realized that I
didn’t have any other clothes to put on. It hadn’t occurred to me before and
thus I had no choice but to slip my pajama’s back on so that I could go in
search of something else to wear.
I didn’t have to look very far to find my
clothes. Lying nicely folded on Jacquelyn’s bed were my clothes which mom had
laid out for me. After dressing I found my way downstairs where Jacquelyn was
sitting waiting for me at the breakfast table; unfortunately, so were her
brothers.
Ok, I need to explain something here...
although her brother’s didn’t actually say anything about last nights oddity,
every last one of them were looking at me weird; like maybe they knew something
after all. However it was Jacquelyn’s oldest brother that was giving me the
strongest negative vibes. I could tell that he really didn’t like me and the
only reason I can think of is because they didn’t like their only sister having
a guy friend. That’s when it hit me... THE KISS!
“OH MY GOD!” I thought to myself, “THEY KNOW
ABOUT HER KISSING ME!”
While I was secretly having a heart attack I
tried not to look at any of them as I ate my breakfast of fried eggs, bacon and
toast. However, I could feel their eyes boring holes through me.
After breakfast Jacquelyn and I buddied
around for about an hour until mom said that we were leaving. During that time
I kept having the feeling like at any second her brothers were going to jump
out of hiding and turn me into shark bait. But they never did reappear; not
until it was time for us to get back on the road.
Leaving Jacquelyn and her family was nearly
as difficult as it was leaving all my friends back in
Jacquelyn’s brothers were all standing or
sitting on the front steps to their house giving me their meanest looks. When
Jacquelyn gave me a kiss goodbye, not as passionately as the night before but
still pretty hot, every last one of them stood up but thankfully they didn’t
come after me.
Bashfully I looked up at her mom who was
standing right there. She gave me a knowing smile and a wink. Boy I was glad
she didn’t get mad.
Before I got into the car Jacquelyn whispered
into my ear, “See ya diaper buddy!”
“What? What was that?” I wanted to say but I
never got the chance. John pushed me into the car saying, “Alright Romeo!
That’s enough of that!”
I spent quite a while sitting quietly in the
back seat looking out the window at the trees blurring past. Besides flipping
and turning those four words around and around in my mind I also found myself missing
my friends back in California more then ever and now I was missing my newest
friend Jacquelyn too. I also kept replaying in my mind how Jacquelyn had pulled
down my pajamas to get a look at the diaper I was wearing and each time I
though about it my heart felt like it was going to explode right through my shirt.
That night we didn’t stop at another highway
rest stop but instead John found a public campground somewhere just outside of
We had stopped around seven in the evening
which meant I got to swim for about an hour before they closed the pond for
swimming.
I was having so much fun and enjoying the
campgrounds that even after it was dark mom had to come
hunt me down and drag me back to our car.
“
“Oh, alright!” I surrendered and ran back to
the car where I found that John had built a cool camp fire. Apparently the camp
grounds also sells fire wood for a nominal fee. Since I was too busy running
around I hadn’t yet had my dinner so John stuck a couple hotdogs onto a
sharpened stick and gave it to me to roast over the fire. While I ate my
hotdogs mom made us S’mores which by the way are better when made over an open
fire then an open oven door.
“Boy these are good mom!” I said with half a
mouth full of S’more.
“Don’t talk with your mouth full.” She said
while licking the chocolate from her fingers.
We sat watching the fire for a while until I
happened to yawn which was my parent’s queue to send me to the backseat of the
car for a good nights sleep. However things played out a bit different then I
was expecting them too.
True to his word; as soon as I began showing
signs that I was growing sleepy John said, “I better get your diapers out of
the back so you can get some shuteye.”
I was caught off guard, “What?” I began
stammering, “You mean... I mean... Wait... You really?”
When mom opened the side door to the backseat
I exclaimed, “Right here? What if someone sees? But mom I don’t want to wear
one again!”
“Keep your voice down,” she said, “No body
will see and besides no one here knows you or will ever get to see you again.
And if someone did manage to see you they probably won’t even remember come
morning.”
“But mom!” I pleaded but it was no good. They
were both firmly decided that I was going to wear a diaper for the second night
in a row and no amount of pleading, whining or crying was going to sway them.
So with my head hanging low I hesitantly
climbed into the back of our car and laid myself across the seat. After she had
taped the diaper on me she took my pajamas and said, “It’s going to be a warm
night so I don’t think you’ll need to wear these.”
“Moooooooom!” I
tried to protest but she told me to cover up with a sheet and go to sleep. It took
quite a while for me to fall to sleep because I couldn’t shut my brain off. I
kept thinking about Jacquelyn, how she kissed me both times and what she had
said to me just before we left.
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DAY SEVEN ON THE ROAD
When I woke up the next morning the car was
already moving.
“Where are we?” I yawned and lifted myself up
onto one elbow.
“
“
“You’ll see!” was all mom
would tell me.
“Hungry?” John asked.
“Starving!” I said sitting up and suddenly
remembering that I was waking up wearing a diaper for the second morning in a
row. Before my brain engaged my mouth opened, “I-I’m still wearing a diaper!”
“That’s my boy!” John started to say,
“Sharpest tool in the shed!”
“You were sleeping so soundly that we didn’t
want to wake you up.” Mom said, “And besides, it looked like it could hold a
lot more anyway.”
“But...” I started to object but stopped when
I realize I didn’t know what to say.
“And besides, this way we don’t have to stop until
we get to where we’re going. We’ll be able to make better time.” John added.
Mom handed me a piece of cold chicken that
Mrs. Doleshire had sent along with us and I sat back into the seat to sulk. We
stopped about an hour later and I thought to myself, “Finally I can get out of
the wet diaper and into some normal clothes!” but that’s not exactly what happened.
“
“But mom I don’t wet when I am awake!” I was
so worked up that I actually began to cry, “I don’t want to wear a diaper now!
I’m not a baby!”
John returned from going pee and when I
spotted him I cried out, “John tell her I don’t need...” but I didn’t even get
to finish before he snapped at me.
“Do as you’re told and don’t argue with your
mother or so help me, I’ll pull you out of that car and whip your bare behind
right here in front of everyone!” he yelled.
“NOOO!” I shouted and earned a smack across
my face by mom.
It has been so long since mom had struck me
for any reason that it honestly scared the fight right out of me.
“Now lie down!” she ordered and I reluctantly
laid myself on the seat.
When she was done taping a fresh diaper onto
me she tried to slide my jeans on over it but the diaper was too thick and she
couldn’t get them to zip let alone snap.
“Oh!” She said as if a light bulb had gone on
above her head, “Honey, could you see if there is a bigger pair of pants in one
of the bags of clothes they gave us.”
John popped the last bite of his chicken leg
into his mouth before getting out of the car again. It didn’t take him long to
find pants that would fit over the diaper although I had been hoping he
wouldn’t find any and mom would have to let me wear my underwear and regular
jeans.
Mad doesn’t even come close to describing how
I was feeling; I was so dang hot that if someone would have cracked an egg over
my head it would have started sizzling. I didn’t talk to mom and John the rest
of the morning. Even when they offered me something to wash down the chicken I
didn’t reply. It wasn’t until mom asked, “Are you done being a brat yet because
you are welcome to stay in the car while your father and I go in there.”
Still buckled in place, I leaned forward to
look out the front windshield to where mom was pointing and I don’t think I
believed what I was seeing until mom said, “There it is; the Ripley’s Believe
it or Not Museum!”
I screamed when I saw the giant skyscraper
lying on its side with King Kong standing on it. “ARE WE GOING IN?”
“We sure are!” John said sticking his finger
into his right ear; he then jokingly added, “However, we don’t have to if you
don’t want too.”
I started bouncing on the seat only held in place because I had on the seatbelt. “YES—YES—YES, I WANT TO GO! I